The first of many

hello. it's a friday afternoon and i can't stand to be awake --but i know i have to. too many things to do. sleep is for the weak!

anyway, i'm starting this little blog here. maybe it'll help me release those so called "toxins" from my mind. i don't know why i didn't start one sooner...i'm a journalism major for chist's sake..i have more than enough to write about.

so i'm in one of those slumps of not really wanting to do anything when you have everything in the world to do. i take on way too much responsibility, but it's my own way of preparing myself for the future. i want a good job. i want to be impressive. i don't think it's working. but i guess running the roads all day long from this meeting to this rehearsal to this event is better than being bored and lonely. although, everyone needs a bit of bored and lonely in their life. i have been feeling a tad lonely just surely not bored. my boyfriend's long distance and ever since i quit my sorority i haven't been surrounded by many friends. isn't it ridiculous how you can lose contact with someone who lives 5 minutes away? or in the next building at your apartment complex? then that brings the age-old saying that it takes two to make a relationship work. well, my defense to that is i'm too damn tired to exert any energy on socializing...lol. so it can be said all i really need in my life right now is some energy! can i borrow some from you?

well i'm off to "enjoy" the rest of my mildly packed schedule and lackluster social life. farewell.